Thursday, August 06, 2020

Life Is A Playground

Life is a playground, they said. But why does gloominesses also take one huge role in it? I thought playground was only consisting of joys.

The "Last night I lay in bed so blue" by Little Mix felt way much real last night. I went to bed questioning my worth. I woke up to the feeling of being less. My morning felt unnerving up until lunch time came by. The "joy" in me seemed to be away from the "remote control" in me. Yes, I'm referring to Inside Out the movie in case you're wondering.

A few once said that I'm more than this, I'm more than that. The things they told made me feel validated. As affirming as I ever heard, I won't let them eat me. I won't let them consume me. Yet, I am all decayed by the bleakness of one told me. Until hell freezes over.

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